My desire for certain things is way out of control. Oh snap :(

Go check out kiras art blog! Super awesome! Http://www.oopsicraftmypants.com . Not only is her work great, but she is super nice!

(2/2) For reason my brain took this wrong, and satan is using it to make me feel like i did something wrong. Grrr

(1/2) I dont like how easy it is to misinterpret someones message from a text. Someone simply just told me, " anyway, i have a friend over, so text ya later" .

Relay for life. Its 2 am. Ive had one energy drink. 5 miles down. :) i will and cann do it!!!!

dry

Unique week. many busy things, im looking forward to relay for life for sure. i dont have many deep thoughts at the moment. im pretty dry... im not seeking God like i should. =(

(2/2) my job in the photo lab. I love working there. Please Lord. I am scared.

(1/2) Lord, please help me remain calm and without fear. I know i am a valued child of God. This is just now. I have eternity to look forward to. Please protect

Dummy. Why do you cry when rebuked? Stop the chattering. Blogger, i feel so foolish. Im a motor mouth. God why am i so emotional. Wheres that ice and salt? >:(

(2/2) reaching out... Really i did. But all 3 people were busy. Sorry God. Satan won again

(1/2) Dear blogger: im thankful no one reads you. Im also thankful for the amazing effect ice and salt has on my skin. Great way to dull the pain . I tried

Hiiii

Today is the day..