People ain't nice

Some days, you just feel beside yourself. Words of anger and bitterness well up inside you. You have to breathe, take a few deep breaths and remember it is not the end of the world. I remember this after I found myself crying in the bathroom in the middle of class. Sometimes i get antsy, and take control. We were doing a flash card exercise putting together thinking maps and strategies- and I could tell I pissed off my partner. Then, we did a reading- my same friend and I did the reading. After trying to prompt her, she stopped and cracked to the class about me feeding her lines. After they all laughed, my emotions shot down hill. Maybe this said prson is getting to me more than I thought. I don't like when people lash out with such a sharp tongue. Mmmmfff. Tis ok- I know Jesus is holding me. He will hold me when I break later. Till then, I need to hold me head high, and not let jerks get the best of me.

My desire for certain things is way out of control. Oh snap :(

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(2/2) For reason my brain took this wrong, and satan is using it to make me feel like i did something wrong. Grrr

(1/2) I dont like how easy it is to misinterpret someones message from a text. Someone simply just told me, " anyway, i have a friend over, so text ya later" .

Relay for life. Its 2 am. Ive had one energy drink. 5 miles down. :) i will and cann do it!!!!

dry

Unique week. many busy things, im looking forward to relay for life for sure. i dont have many deep thoughts at the moment. im pretty dry... im not seeking God like i should. =(